here the sound of breaking heart

i feel sometimes like the world is crashing and that i have everything going on me i feel like i I'm trapped and i cant get out and want ask lord can you hear the sound of my breaking heart

sometimes we get into things we can not get out of so to speak
at least we think that's true sometimes when god planes things the do not to are full thoughts of what is going to happen sometimes we got to do it gods way not are way
I've learn over the years that time is a very important subject .. time can turn things from bad to good or good to bad also can start up many sinful and pushy things.


i think sometimes after all i have done and all the time i have spent doing it i have lost the true meaning of life but that is where god comes in you may feel like life is SO good but sin is pulling me to the ground life is bad and sin is pulling me to the ground
but often life is what we make it to be not what we want it to be because we try to hard to make it that way when we should be looking at god not are problems.

listen to god more then yourself well ya that's a stupid thing to ask right ??. well often no you may say yes but sometimes that's not what is really going on in your life sin and not listening to god can often start up more problems .
like me sometimes when i do the sin i say its me that's who i I'm but its not it may be your mind and your body or even sometimes you heart but if you look deep down into you heart its not who are .



sin is sin but often do we mistake what sin really is
like say you go to a movie such as salient hill
or you go look at porn
yes the are both sins but have two different affects on your life
movies often can start spiritual movement and changing your mind and your heart for things
as can porn but what I'm trying to get too the are both wrong ones not better then the other but the are two different
if you watch movies ones with lots of bad and spiritual stuff that can twist you heart it can lead to allot of problems

porn is more of a life pushing thing this is known and sadly a part of many peoples lives and has become the normal thing for people looking as something that is interesting to you or is attractive is one thing but then watching something that spiritual wrong it has different affects
sometimes porn can be something that just happens . but movies and music that a wrong can start poring in movies are a complete choice and so is porn but sometimes the are different
as i said before porn has and is to many people become the normal . that does not make it right and I'm not saying you should look at it I'm simply saying that a movie and music are not normal for you yes people watch them but your not addicted to it its a choice and warfare of the earth .
and so is porn but i hope you understand what i have said thanks for your time