what if

i really wish i could just hear god you know its hard sometimes and other times we are to stuck on everything instead of god i always think i wish so much i could hear him but i just cant if that's you i feel you i think sometimes we cant hear him cause we are trying to hard and not cleaning are minds first we need to open up are mines to god so that he can speak to us not only that we must believe that god is really there lets start pushing for it like we really want it instead of just sitting around giving the lord time cause if there is one thing that matters its time it can change everything time is the shift of thing we need to also focus on are time and know that is limited enjoy what you have why you have it don't get to comfortable cause it can flash by don't worry about growing up or you will miss everything in store for you thanks for listen god bless !!!

which way are you going

we all fall sort much of the time but its not always about that we do its about how we do little things can get big and can get to much for us to handle there for in order to fix this you must give it to god you must be willing to try no matter weather you fall or not god does not blame you for your struggles does not make them right but often we can be so blind we really just don't understand why we do this you have a choice such as this. say im going to look at a book i realy should not look at but i do i have a choice to look at one page and then say what im i doing this is wrong closing it and throwing it away or i can go through the entire book bolth a wrong but one is understanding fight hard in your battles dont thin just because your half way in you cant back out stand up for your rights such as phill harris said its not the man without the crown or the one with it its the man who has the heart for god its not about overcoming your problem all the time in order to do so you must be loving the lord with your heart learn from your mistakes dont curse yourself in saying i will never do it again set a goal for it like im going to go 50 days without it i hope this made some sence to help in your troubles have a great day

you think your all that till you get told

i often laugh when pastor say what if some none believer walk up and started arguing with you
the often say you would not no what to say the are correct many battles have been lost with thee misunderstanding of many christains is this life fact is im no better then any one im guilty fully just as every one else as i guy said on his video from tbn the guy said i healed that man i brought him back to life when can your god do to compete with thats he thought for a little bit got up and push him on the chair and said i will not compare my god with you for its not to compare the truth is the condition of my soul and yours when i listen to that i said wow i have never thought that way we spend so much of are time thinking about how we when the fight that we never study it never learn it so the enemy gets the upper hand without us having a chance to go back study hard learn much for evil is strong as i have learn you may think you have proof that god does exist but if your no preperd you will not be able to prove anything remember there is one thing even none belivers fear is the unknown

life as we know

i have said this many times but i have found out that its more then a one time conversation its something that should be put to the test the ultimate test


as i know many Christin fail to see the small things such as movies games music and even them selves
i see many people that i love go into many movies or talk about many movies that i would never even dream about and song that i would never speak of and games you would not think to play or do anything with this type yes a movie is a movie a song is a song and games are games to us but not to god you have choice with every moment and everyday pastor of the strongest hope and type fall into the deepest of fear and sin without even knowing that it is there
me yes i play games and watch moves and listen to music i regret but i have gotten better what many pastor youth pastor ordinary people fear the most is what the know yes the watch play and listen to the things but then when some one try es to help the begin to panic like the feel not in power not right and anger begins to force to one and other
as many of you would love too fight about this like the do i can tell 100% that god will win in this fight so think twice when you sit down and say its just a movie or a game or music because it can be your downfall you hurt confusion and stress god bless

here the sound of breaking heart

i feel sometimes like the world is crashing and that i have everything going on me i feel like i I'm trapped and i cant get out and want ask lord can you hear the sound of my breaking heart

sometimes we get into things we can not get out of so to speak
at least we think that's true sometimes when god planes things the do not to are full thoughts of what is going to happen sometimes we got to do it gods way not are way
I've learn over the years that time is a very important subject .. time can turn things from bad to good or good to bad also can start up many sinful and pushy things.


i think sometimes after all i have done and all the time i have spent doing it i have lost the true meaning of life but that is where god comes in you may feel like life is SO good but sin is pulling me to the ground life is bad and sin is pulling me to the ground
but often life is what we make it to be not what we want it to be because we try to hard to make it that way when we should be looking at god not are problems.

listen to god more then yourself well ya that's a stupid thing to ask right ??. well often no you may say yes but sometimes that's not what is really going on in your life sin and not listening to god can often start up more problems .
like me sometimes when i do the sin i say its me that's who i I'm but its not it may be your mind and your body or even sometimes you heart but if you look deep down into you heart its not who are .



sin is sin but often do we mistake what sin really is
like say you go to a movie such as salient hill
or you go look at porn
yes the are both sins but have two different affects on your life
movies often can start spiritual movement and changing your mind and your heart for things
as can porn but what I'm trying to get too the are both wrong ones not better then the other but the are two different
if you watch movies ones with lots of bad and spiritual stuff that can twist you heart it can lead to allot of problems

porn is more of a life pushing thing this is known and sadly a part of many peoples lives and has become the normal thing for people looking as something that is interesting to you or is attractive is one thing but then watching something that spiritual wrong it has different affects
sometimes porn can be something that just happens . but movies and music that a wrong can start poring in movies are a complete choice and so is porn but sometimes the are different
as i said before porn has and is to many people become the normal . that does not make it right and I'm not saying you should look at it I'm simply saying that a movie and music are not normal for you yes people watch them but your not addicted to it its a choice and warfare of the earth .
and so is porn but i hope you understand what i have said thanks for your time

life is good but ever lasting life is better is this even possible lets find out

so you think the big bang theory
OK what it is saying is that we just happen well first where is thee proof of this and why and how would nothing make us all so perfect so understanding

then the say well we are monkeys at first OK i hold my breath for the first person who brings me that pictures of some one evolving from monkey to human

see why would there be a point to life if it all just happen and why would there be love and what is the point to live if nothing cares about you what people are blinded by are the very things that the turn down you turn god down you think well there is not just some guy up there making this
what are you saying when you say everything just happened well your saying what you say is not true but you making less seance then you would with creator something can not be made without something there to make it what i want to no is why people think that life just happened that's not possible everything cant come together without it being put together
you see my points yes we don't have all that garbage that you call proof and papers of things the human mind can not handle but we do have real proof that there is a god and he does love you
look the things happen people getting healed lives being saved and people being changed you don't call that proof then how do you call your paper so to speak proof your thoughts that you cant even make true i have seen the real deal i have felt it i have listen to it and i read it and i say it.revelation 22:13. i am the alpha and omega the first and the last the beginning and the end.
i don't hear a peace of paper or nothing saying that the say the have proof but the truth is its being scared we all want truth and we want it now we just grab hold of what makes us feel good even if it means we lose everything or we are not living for anything. we need to open are eyes and look at the truth and stop running from the truth . god bless thanks for your time

what a bad day o but your alive

ever have those days when your like life cant get any

worse loll!!!!!!
you may think so but actually whatever your going through there
is always some one

going to be hurting more then you
like say o my gosh i did not get to go to game stop today my mom was being dumb
i did not get sleep last night last night my brother was annoying
then you think the next o brother my day was not that bad

its sometimes because we don't be grateful for what we already have the reason things go wrong is because we don't listen

tonight at church i could of went up and got prayed for but i did not why because god already took the chains off of me i just need to accept he did there is song he says i cant ask you for what you already givin me
god bless till my next post by

things that i can realy pull you to the edge

so for about 11 years i have had many problems such as looking and saying and thinking about things i should not have
i have struggled for 11 years and still fighting
its hard i think allot. what if i just killed myself then i would not have this anymore
i would change i look in the mirror and i think what a sick person what a selfish person but the truth is I'm not what think i I'm I'm great kid i I'm a strong man of god not a weak person

i may still fight today for the same thing i did 11 years ago but i never gave up i never stop ed i never let i never back down i pull through and stand and all this on all the other things in my life
my mom almost dying . losing everything . losing 14 family members. and much more what the heck Wye do i still have faith. its because i have been put through all this for a reason for a purpose god has shown me more then i have ever thought
i could not tell the story or help any one in my place if i did not go through it to explain it
don't give up on your dream you will just lose your sight stay on the track don't give up there is much to live for you just got open your eyes

why have i lost it all and still in the race

well my dad had this company keywalls for 30 years intel he lost it
when he lost it eveything went down hill we had good money realy good but we lost it making us scramble around not knowing what to do we lost are house are cars are money are life
30 years of hard work just thrown out it felt like i cant understand
i would never feel like my dad probly was feeling he had to be hurting i was
after we lost all that including alot of other stuff such as 14 family members
it push down us we begain to lose are sight are feeling i became very angry and upset and did not listen to god i felt hopeless gone to the world i began to have problem through out my family still do had alot of pain anger holding up i got up everyday and turn the my xbox on and then ignored everything and every body no sleep no people no bible no church no love no strengh no trust i had lost what i had just started to gain it was realy hard till i open my eyes
i lost all of that stuff and my family did because we lost sight of god we where not thankful for the things we are today we wernt listing to god we had are plans and that all that matterd we needed to see and i think god aloud it go all be taken so that we could see the things we could not see before the bad that we had consumed in are hearts
but i walked with my fist up and my eyes open and my heart new and i have change more then i could ever tell you ive gain everything back and more i have steped up and im never going to turn around thanks for reading

hurting

you no i can tell you i have been through allot over the years allot of pain allot of anger allot of everything when my mom was in the hospital i felt like the world stop like i could not feel my heart like life and all the bad things just left and i could breath i did not cry i did not Even really get upset Intel the ending when i realized i could have just lost my mom and i did not even act like i cared then i found out that god had gave me peace through that time
i did have some struggles a few times like not eating and one time i freaked out in my room and started throwing things and braking things even pushing the wall.

what we to understand is that things that happen the do not haft to make sense to us only god
god gives us a choice to be strong and to think before we judge and before push to the edge
we must make sure are feeling don't take away what god has given us what god has told us
to control feelings you must first control your life and your understanding of god don't put the bible down when you feel like its not all you need don't stop praying if it does not feel right don't stop singing if your not ready to don't stop believing don't stop dancing don't stop loving don't stop your strengh don't stop your trust
stand up don't be who you want to be sometimes it hurts but when you step out of line sometimes some one need to hit you upside the head to get the point across don't take your eyes of god

me my self and eye

you ever get that feeling like your friends are all girls or all guys
and your like freaking out when you try to talk to some one that is a boy or a girl

its very annoying and can get on any ones nerves

but truth is god want us to be out going to any one how do you think you can get gods word out if you cant even talk to the people at your church
we need to be willing to speak to anyone and anytime with out shame or feeling like
your not going to get anywhere by talking to them
just like me i cant really talk to girls i try but i never do it its stupid

but god wants to push out and learn and meet people if you think about it if you talk to guys all the time and your a guy . and if you talk to girls all the time and your a girl
its really the same its just your mind set on thinking that your going to mess it up or get stressed or your just to shy
what I'm saying is don't be shy like me get out there talk to people meet people and you will be successful thanks

the road ro happyness

HELLO

sorry people i will have some more post in the morning been busy thanks for hanging in there
for now some great songs and artist
skiller. song hero
thousand foot krutch. song this is a call
stellar kart. song life is good
flyleaf. song again
tobymac. song city on are knees
seven places. even when
barlow girls. grey
anberlin. song reclusion
brandon heath. song im not who i was
dc talk. jesusfreak
falling up. song broken heart
hawk nelson. song from underneath
the fray. you found me
owl city. song the bird and the worm
relient k. song must of done somthing right
thanks for reading

the book of eli

i just went to see. the book of eli
great movie it is about a man that has the last bible on earth. danzel washington.
as one guy is trying to stop him from getting to the place he needs
i will say this the gore in it is insane but its i realy good movie
its a christain stroy i would tell you to go ee this but there
are some parts to watch for such as bloody parts and a rape seen does not show much my sister said the girl had no shirt on but i was not looking but thats the only part
anyway thanks for reading

are you ready

the thing is you no when a person walks up to you and ask you
about god . what would you say or would you not say anything would you go blank
this is where many Christians hit base.
we need to be ready for the things god puts in front of are lives.

soon you will learn that your action can cost people there lives
that one thing you say about god could change them for the good or the bad

pathway to a preacher

being a teacher is not just a job but a gift when you are called to preach
by god you must become one with god and the bible you must change your ways and feelings
you must think like one how long you preach does not matter
what matters is how you preach and what you preach
things that people say wrong to you
you must let go and move on not lower yourself for anger i take it if people say
bad things to you
your preaching is great its only when i none believer thinks what you are saying makes sense
then the react to it
what i learned when ever you make sense people will try to not listen to you

movies you should be watching out for

hit up the webstie pluggedinonline.com
and look your movies up before you watch them or let your kids be involved in them

movies land of the lost
transformers revenge of the fallen
sherlock holmes
avatar

many movies that you may think would be great but have manythings you would not catch
hit me up if you would like to no about movies your not sure about thanks

things to do with spare time

well some great tips are if your feeling like you want to sin and anyway some good planes is
taking a walk what i think of a walk as is a light and a very big breather
it gives you some time to think about other stuff about what god has created and what you want to do about your problem that you are having another thing is being around alot of people
worshiping calling some one you can trust to help you reading the bible

when i think of things like looking something up or watching something i should not even saying things or doing things i like to sit there and think about what would that problem make better nothing so when i find that out i say well what is the point to do something that will not fix anything but hurt you and god very much

sin can be realy realy tricky you can be doing great all day not thinking and then bam it happens you get this feeling that you haft to do it almost like you have no choice when this happens to me i start to sing even go to people or you can even start saying things that are positive and promising

i have those feelings sometimes when you think that something going to happen but you dont act on it what needs to be practice as soon as you feel or think something is to go as far away from that thing as possible

good things often come less then bad things
what can get realy old realy fast what i have learned is sometimes good thins dont come as much and bad things come more because you alow it to happen and i do as well we need to accept things that we dont want to and avoid the things we want to do thanks for reading

feeling not cared about or not notice

so this is for the people that are feeling that the are not inportant and not seen
first. jesus said but even the very hairs of your head are numberd.
second. fearnot therefore: you are of more value than many sparrows luke chapter 12:7.

hit me up if you need prayer to talk or some scripture or some othe great website frome my family.

i can do all things through christe who strengthens me. philipians 4:13

now for some great scriptures you can look up on your free time
psalm 19:8
psalm 11:4
psalm 13:5
psalm 20:4
psalm 29:11
psalm 105:4
john 5:8
matthew 15:30
matthew 7:7
psalm 24:3-4
acts 7:33
psalm 150:1-2
galations 6:2
psalm 24:1-2
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after you have finish all these send me a message and i will send you more great scripture that may help you in your life thanks

set free

you no those feelings that you get when you no you did something rong and your parants no it
well its kinda like that when i think about what i just did and no god is listing and hearing

i have got a very big word for you tonight about the forgiveness and understanding of jesus christe

well let start off with the way you feel when you sin when i sin i feel realy bad i feel like what have i done im such a bad person but over the years ive come to no that sin is part of life does not mean it is right at all just means we all fall short sometimes so think better choice is to not sin any one can tell you that but the point is your try your hardest and when you sin
you dont run your self down about it this is one of the biggest tools of the devil if you sin then keep thinking about it it can and will lead to more or even bigger sin so think next time you sin as long as you try hard thats all that matters but never beat yourself up about the devils evil deeds his planes are terrible and hurtful but god is greater then that
judges chapter 6 verse 21thrue23. flame up from the rock and consumed all he had brought and the angel of the lord disappeard when gideon realize that is was the angel of the lord he cried out sovereign lord i have seen the angel of the lord face to face its alright the lord replied do not be afraid you will not die. what i get out of this is that gideon did not cryout till he had seen then angel i think sometimes we need to cryout and be scared of god all the time not wate for a reason but take it and handle it in are every day life. psalm chapter 7 verse 14 t0 17.the wicked conceive evil they are pragnant with trouble and give birth to lies the dig pits to trap other and then fall into themselves they make trouble but it backfires on them
the plan violance for others but it fall on their own heads i will thanks the lord because he is just
i will sing praise to the lord most high. well that about brings it all togather the devil may set traps but as long as you hold on faithfuly you will never be trap thanks for listing