hurting

you no i can tell you i have been through allot over the years allot of pain allot of anger allot of everything when my mom was in the hospital i felt like the world stop like i could not feel my heart like life and all the bad things just left and i could breath i did not cry i did not Even really get upset Intel the ending when i realized i could have just lost my mom and i did not even act like i cared then i found out that god had gave me peace through that time
i did have some struggles a few times like not eating and one time i freaked out in my room and started throwing things and braking things even pushing the wall.

what we to understand is that things that happen the do not haft to make sense to us only god
god gives us a choice to be strong and to think before we judge and before push to the edge
we must make sure are feeling don't take away what god has given us what god has told us
to control feelings you must first control your life and your understanding of god don't put the bible down when you feel like its not all you need don't stop praying if it does not feel right don't stop singing if your not ready to don't stop believing don't stop dancing don't stop loving don't stop your strengh don't stop your trust
stand up don't be who you want to be sometimes it hurts but when you step out of line sometimes some one need to hit you upside the head to get the point across don't take your eyes of god