Tuesday, January 19, 2010

things that i can realy pull you to the edge

so for about 11 years i have had many problems such as looking and saying and thinking about things i should not have
i have struggled for 11 years and still fighting
its hard i think allot. what if i just killed myself then i would not have this anymore
i would change i look in the mirror and i think what a sick person what a selfish person but the truth is I'm not what think i I'm I'm great kid i I'm a strong man of god not a weak person

i may still fight today for the same thing i did 11 years ago but i never gave up i never stop ed i never let i never back down i pull through and stand and all this on all the other things in my life
my mom almost dying . losing everything . losing 14 family members. and much more what the heck Wye do i still have faith. its because i have been put through all this for a reason for a purpose god has shown me more then i have ever thought
i could not tell the story or help any one in my place if i did not go through it to explain it
don't give up on your dream you will just lose your sight stay on the track don't give up there is much to live for you just got open your eyes

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